Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin
The writing was on the wall, plain enough to see for anyone who looked. I saw it, myself, but I could not believe what was written. All the signs were there. Danger increased every day. Mistrust festered. Hatred boiled just below the surface. You couldn’t help but feel it, but many of us were hoping it would burn itself out. We could not believe it would get worse. Surely people would come to their senses! After all, we were living in modern times, in a civilized place. So we thought. But then, doesn’t everyone believe they are living in a civilized place in modern times?
The lucky ones, the smart ones, they left while they still could. The earlier they heeded the signs, the more they were able to salvage of their lives. Others, like me, simply couldn’t believe it could get bad enough to warrant picking up our entire lives and fleeing; leaving behind everyone and everything we knew. Leaving behind our homes, our businesses, our jobs, our schools, our places of worship, our sense of belonging.
By the time things became desperate, there was no escaping. The slaughter had begun and there was no one and nothing to protect us. In that time of fear, what was most terrifying of all was seeing how quickly men become animals; how uncivilized they can be the defense of their civilization.
It’s natural to look at violence and war and cruelty that takes place far away or happened long before, and think, “That was a different time; those were different people. It can’t happen here. We are better than that.”
I learned in the most cruel way, it is always dangerous to underestimate the brutality of humans.
Too many are of them are voids, easily raised to ire and led to violence by those who can fill their hearts with meaning.